Scattered

Panic and anxiety attacks are nothing new to me--I've had a lot ever since I was a child, but I had never had n attack so bad that I lost complete control of myself. That's what happened in the fall of 2022--I just remember my brain and my body being completely unresponsive to each other. I lost control of my mobility, and I talked in broken speech. It was one of the most terrifying moments of my life. I want to create a piece that represented that moment of total lack of control of the self and despair that went into the moment.